Sick

Went to bed at 1.30am, kept falling down the stairs, being shocked awake then hyperventilating myself back to sleep, too scared to sleep in case I woke up hyperventilating again, woke up at 5.30pm, literally (lol troll) shat myself because my exam is at 4.30pm, realised that it was actually 5.30am, made salad, too sick to eat it, nearly fell over whilst doing the washing up, experiencing massive pain in my tummy..

  but seriously, I feel totally relaxed about this exam dudes.

Edit 1
Actually it's not the exam I am scared of, it's what comes after the exam. I am going to no longer be a student. I am going to be a grown up. I don't know what it feels like to not be a student. Also I have to go in a fucking plane, and I don't want to sit in something heavy what floats, please.

Edit 2
My body is all melding together and everything in my room looks like a spider. I want to go to bed. Just kicked my desk. I am going to vomit.

Edit 3
Suddenly feel fucking awesome, QUICK REVISE

Edit 4
I am a puking, shaking sack of organs.

Edit 5
Full of giggly joy.

Seated Young Lady by Egon Schiele