Dirty dirty you

Life is a punishing struggle. People born sinful, crawling away from the filth inside their own skins.Thick invisible barrier preventing you from succeeding. Low ceiling is over your head, pushing you down into the dirt around your own feet.

The world teasing you with "almost". Reach for things within your grasp, touch them for a second, not everyone gets even this much.

Look at what you can't have. 

Petulant child, screaming "but the others have it, why can't I?"; scream and shout or lie down in the muck and avoid looking up. "Use your induction; you've banged on the door enough times to know that nobody lives there."